...But I'll never let Korea go.
I think that this is okay. Instead of trying to make sense of how I will work my way back to Korea, I've decided that I will go back to Korea. It's not a matter of "I want to go back," but a fact of "I will go back." I have dreams of dropping everything a moving to Seoul, but that is so against my Taurean ways that those aspirations will stay in my head. It's good to hold onto some things, I think. They keep us going and moving. If I didn't have Korea, I'd be stuck.
It's a matter of keeping my interest in Korea always at a constant. So I am listening to more Korean music. The lyrics are all in Korean and only make me want to learn the language that much more. I will try to eat Korean cuisine more often, and hopefully cook my own (because I lack the funds for constant take-out). I just need to pace myself and be practical about next summer's plans.